It's a great week!

it's been a great week. most of the things is going on smoothly... hold her gentle hand yesterday... kissed her for the 1st time yesterday... though she's still shy. especially when her sister is around. but i still feel it was good to spend so much time with her... but i feel bad for making her sleeping late every nite. because i dun wan to leave her each time i see her... she have to wake up 6am every weekdays.

like i said in my previous post, it's been a while since i had a feeling towards someone. i really hope everything will work out fine. i thing i like bout being with her is, i can be myself. i don't have to act like i am a saint... or a good person. i am who i am. i enjoy the fact that i can be myself when i am with her. not pretend myself to be someone else just to be close to her. i think it would b better if she knows my true character from the very beginning.

bits n pieces...

have been clubbing for the past 7 weekend... time to stop for a while. it's been a crazy 7 weeks. last week is a little bit different. last week i've been spending most of my time in kepong after work. not for clubbing... but to see someone. i've spend the whole saturday with her. went for a movie, then have dinner and after that went for some little shopping. i get her a little b-day present. her birthday is actually next next week. but she won't be around then. so... i celebrated it earlier for her.

it's been a while since i got feeling for someone. i don't know whether she's going to give me any chance. i've already told her how i felt. but so far, i haven't get any signal of rejection (thank god). so... i think i am going to take things slowly from now onwards. just in case i don't scared her away.

hopefully everything is going to be fine. wish me all the best~

in my life, there's a lot people that passes through. some leave a good memories. some leave a sad memories. but luckily most of it are leaving good memories in me. but no matter what memories they left behind, i still need to move on. the world won't stop just because of me. i still have to live each and every day. no matter happy or sad.

it's been almost 8 months since i broke up. the first few month was quite hard. but thanks to all my friends, i can easily move on with my life. maybe it's because i wanted to get over it too. that's why it's easier for me to heal. being single is not really a bad thing. i can go anywhere with anyone i like.

topic of the day....

today's main topic of discussion in the office is... who's name will appear in the termination list. the meeting yesterday had a very bad effect on all the staff. it's very de-moralising. everybody had lose their interest in doing their things right.everybody seems to be worried bout the situation. for me, there's not much point of being worried. if u r the unlucky ones that was chosen to be terminated, then it's too bad. but that is not the end of the world. i personally thinks that chances doesnt stop there. life must go on. just need to get a new job and survive.

from the rumours ligering around my field of industry, most big agencies is in frozen mode. the financial crisis has finally hit the advertising industry. most agencies is not taking in new people. to me, most agencies doesnt mean all agencies. my requirement toward the job hunting is simple, as long as the pay is worth the load of work and is sufficient for me to survive.

bits of me...

it's been about 1 month we've known each other... the 1st 2 weeks, we've chat a lot, we've been msging each other a lot too... it didnt lasted that long. then the chat is getting lesser and lesser... is it me or i m feeling u are trying to avoid me. or maybe it's bcos i've been quite busy with my works, and u too are busy with works... i'll have to admit that i think of u lesser and lesser. the feeling is still there, but it's not as strong as few weeks ago...

today, the GM call for a staff meeting. it's kind of surprising bcos we normally will b inform about staff meeting at least 1 week earlier. but today's meeting was informed 1 day earlier. today's topic is about the company's performance. the company is not doing very well. the finacial crisis has finally hit our company. so the board has decided to take a drastic step to counter the problem. the board has oredi decided 2 steps... 1) there will be a salary cut... with immediate affect. 2) they will be terminating staff... but it will only be inform to the involved party in 2 days time. basically, the most affected ones are the contractual staff, higher post people... nothing much i can do about thins... will have to wait until they announce who's going to be terminated.

Plain White T's - 1, 2, 3, 4

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

this is a very nice song. feel so relaxed when listening to this song. now the song is stuck in my head...

Weekend

erm... dunno whether it's a good thing or a bad thing... the more time u have being alone, the more things u'll start to think about. for me, weekend is just another boring day to go through, unless of course, it wont be if i have some plans on mind. there's no difference today, been sleeping the whole morning. then didn't do much in the afternoon. just spend some time playing with my guitar. listen to some songs... starts to miss someone deep down inside my heart... miss someone that i m not supposed to... miss someone that wont miss me(i guess)...

then, in the evening went to play badminton... it feels good to sweat! after badminton, went for dinner. nothing special for dinner. after dinner, came home and watch movies, chat with friend. well, that's pretty much a whole day for me.... and here i am, writing this blog out of boredom...

无聊的星期天

无聊的星期天 没有朋友在身边

一个寂寞的人在街头走了半天

突然发现有扇门在我眼前

曾经常常到来寂寞时都有你在

你说快乐的时刻就快要逝去

你问我当分手是否会哭泣

我说我须要时间想一想如何回答这个问题

天已黑 和你守在一起

守着天空最明亮的星星

和你诉说我们的过去

和你谈谈未来你我会在那里

这一首歌我已经唱了几遍

你没有发现我静静坐在旁边

看着一切将要逝去我无奈的闭上眼睛

一阵风轻轻吹起 吹进你脆弱的双眼里

这一刻所有游戏都已暂停

快乐的天使都像戴着面具

其实每个人心里知道东天已来临

所有的开心伤心已渐渐随风而去

不能再掩饰自己 闪烁的眼牟已泄漏秘密

这一刻我们紧紧拥在一起

祝福的言语都说的不停

虽然这一切已到了终点

我想谁都不原就这样说再见

无聊的星期天 没有朋友在身边

一个人带着寂寞这一切又再重演

突然想起多年前的那张笑脸

又再次出现在我脑海里和你再次相见

记得你曾说快乐的时刻就快要逝去

你问我当分手是否会哭泣

我想我必须到了那一天才能够告诉你

词：黄伟强

曲：黄伟强

Another song composed and written by my elder brother.