topic of the day....

today's main topic of discussion in the office is... who's name will appear in the termination list. the meeting yesterday had a very bad effect on all the staff. it's very de-moralising. everybody had lose their interest in doing their things right.everybody seems to be worried bout the situation. for me, there's not much point of being worried. if u r the unlucky ones that was chosen to be terminated, then it's too bad. but that is not the end of the world. i personally thinks that chances doesnt stop there. life must go on. just need to get a new job and survive.

from the rumours ligering around my field of industry, most big agencies is in frozen mode. the financial crisis has finally hit the advertising industry. most agencies is not taking in new people. to me, most agencies doesnt mean all agencies. my requirement toward the job hunting is simple, as long as the pay is worth the load of work and is sufficient for me to survive.

bits of me...

it's been about 1 month we've known each other... the 1st 2 weeks, we've chat a lot, we've been msging each other a lot too... it didnt lasted that long. then the chat is getting lesser and lesser... is it me or i m feeling u are trying to avoid me. or maybe it's bcos i've been quite busy with my works, and u too are busy with works... i'll have to admit that i think of u lesser and lesser. the feeling is still there, but it's not as strong as few weeks ago...

today, the GM call for a staff meeting. it's kind of surprising bcos we normally will b inform about staff meeting at least 1 week earlier. but today's meeting was informed 1 day earlier. today's topic is about the company's performance. the company is not doing very well. the finacial crisis has finally hit our company. so the board has decided to take a drastic step to counter the problem. the board has oredi decided 2 steps... 1) there will be a salary cut... with immediate affect. 2) they will be terminating staff... but it will only be inform to the involved party in 2 days time. basically, the most affected ones are the contractual staff, higher post people... nothing much i can do about thins... will have to wait until they announce who's going to be terminated.

Plain White T's - 1, 2, 3, 4

1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

Give me more lovin' than I've ever had
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely gettin' mad, I'm so glad I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you

Give me more lovin' from the very start
Piece me back together when I fall apart
Tell me things you never even tell your closest friends

Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Best that I've had, I'm so glad that I found you
I love bein' around you
You make it easy, it's as easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2, 1, 2, 3, 4

There's only one thing to do
Three words for you I love you
There's only one way to say
Those three words and that's what I'll do, I love you
I love you

1, 2, 3, 4
I love you
I love you

this is a very nice song. feel so relaxed when listening to this song. now the song is stuck in my head...

Weekend

erm... dunno whether it's a good thing or a bad thing... the more time u have being alone, the more things u'll start to think about. for me, weekend is just another boring day to go through, unless of course, it wont be if i have some plans on mind. there's no difference today, been sleeping the whole morning. then didn't do much in the afternoon. just spend some time playing with my guitar. listen to some songs... starts to miss someone deep down inside my heart... miss someone that i m not supposed to... miss someone that wont miss me(i guess)...

then, in the evening went to play badminton... it feels good to sweat! after badminton, went for dinner. nothing special for dinner. after dinner, came home and watch movies, chat with friend. well, that's pretty much a whole day for me.... and here i am, writing this blog out of boredom...

无聊的星期天

无聊的星期天 没有朋友在身边

一个寂寞的人在街头走了半天

突然发现有扇门在我眼前

曾经常常到来寂寞时都有你在

你说快乐的时刻就快要逝去

你问我当分手是否会哭泣

我说我须要时间想一想如何回答这个问题

天已黑 和你守在一起

守着天空最明亮的星星

和你诉说我们的过去

和你谈谈未来你我会在那里

这一首歌我已经唱了几遍

你没有发现我静静坐在旁边

看着一切将要逝去我无奈的闭上眼睛

一阵风轻轻吹起 吹进你脆弱的双眼里

这一刻所有游戏都已暂停

快乐的天使都像戴着面具

其实每个人心里知道东天已来临

所有的开心伤心已渐渐随风而去

不能再掩饰自己 闪烁的眼牟已泄漏秘密

这一刻我们紧紧拥在一起

祝福的言语都说的不停

虽然这一切已到了终点

我想谁都不原就这样说再见

无聊的星期天 没有朋友在身边

一个人带着寂寞这一切又再重演

突然想起多年前的那张笑脸

又再次出现在我脑海里和你再次相见

记得你曾说快乐的时刻就快要逝去

你问我当分手是否会哭泣

我想我必须到了那一天才能够告诉你

词：黄伟强

曲：黄伟强

Another song composed and written by my elder brother.

Jonas Brothers - Love Bug

Called her for the first time yesterday
Finally found the missing part of me
Felt so close but you were far away
Left me without anything to say

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

I can't get your smile out of my mind
(I can't get you out of my mind)
I think about your eyes all the time
You're beautiful but you don't even try
(You don't even, don't even try)
Modesty is just so hard to find

Now I'm speechless, over the edge, I'm just breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again

Kissed her for the first time yesterday
Everything I wished that it would be
Suddenly I forgot how to speak
Hopeless, breathless, baby can't you see?

Now I'm...

Now I'm speechless, over the edge of this, breathless
I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again
Hopeless, head over heels in the moment
I never thought that I'd get hit by this love bug again
Love Bug again

不懂为什麽

当他们突然说起关於你 我只有静静坐在旁边听
我只想知道多一些 关於你的东西

当世界渐渐改变了四季 当春夏秋冬都已成过去
在这段慢长的日子里 对你的感觉还是那样痴迷

我不懂为什麽 有这麽多的女子
偏偏让我选中你 让我对你动心
也许是因为一双眼睛
也许是因为天意注定

我不懂为什麽 有这麽多的女子
偏偏让我在深夜里 每晚把你想起
也许是因为已经注定
也许是因为我已爱上你

词：黄伟强
曲：黄伟强

this is a song composed and written by my elder brother. he gave this song to me a few years back...

it's complicated... maybe... maybe not...

when i see someone put their relationship status as it's complicated, it makes me think... wat's so complicated? i've ask myself many times. i come to my own conclusion... when u love someone, u want to b wit him/her. u'll miss him/her a lot. u'll wan to see him/her more often. u'll wan to include him/her in ur plan for future. when u love someone, u'll love without questioning the past. because the one u love is in present. the future is full of mystery. so i wouldnt know what will happen next. but i will oni hope that the person i love is with me in my future. when there is 2 of these person appear in ur life, u'll have to decide, which one do i miss more, which one do i wan to be with now...

i find it quite painful b stuck in a triangle love affair. been there, done that :) but mayb it's me... so far, i've gotten in many relationship that makes me the 3rd person. it's kind of weird that the girl i always fall for is someone's gf. up until now, i m still like tat =.="

oh well... just some of thoughts when i cant sleep...