It's a great week!

it's been a great week. most of the things is going on smoothly... hold her gentle hand yesterday... kissed her for the 1st time yesterday... though she's still shy. especially when her sister is around. but i still feel it was good to spend so much time with her... but i feel bad for making her sleeping late every nite. because i dun wan to leave her each time i see her... she have to wake up 6am every weekdays.

like i said in my previous post, it's been a while since i had a feeling towards someone. i really hope everything will work out fine. i thing i like bout being with her is, i can be myself. i don't have to act like i am a saint... or a good person. i am who i am. i enjoy the fact that i can be myself when i am with her. not pretend myself to be someone else just to be close to her. i think it would b better if she knows my true character from the very beginning.

bits n pieces...

have been clubbing for the past 7 weekend... time to stop for a while. it's been a crazy 7 weeks. last week is a little bit different. last week i've been spending most of my time in kepong after work. not for clubbing... but to see someone. i've spend the whole saturday with her. went for a movie, then have dinner and after that went for some little shopping. i get her a little b-day present. her birthday is actually next next week. but she won't be around then. so... i celebrated it earlier for her.

it's been a while since i got feeling for someone. i don't know whether she's going to give me any chance. i've already told her how i felt. but so far, i haven't get any signal of rejection (thank god). so... i think i am going to take things slowly from now onwards. just in case i don't scared her away.

hopefully everything is going to be fine. wish me all the best~