i don't know what i'm doing

for me... valentine's day is a lonely day. but something special happened on the very day... i'm almost with stella again... but now... deep down in my heart, im thinking if i had made the right decision. i was thinking... was my decision made because i'm lonely and needed someone to spend my valentine's day... i had the guilty feeling for interrupting the relationship that is between stella and james.

i think i need some time to think over the steps i'm taking now. i'm not really prepared to be commited for the time being. i'm quite satisfied as single. i don't have to think so much when i'm doing anything. maybe i should tell stella how i really feel...

stella: if you are reading this... i just want u to know this... i think we should start off as friend now... let the time to decide whether we should be together or not, ok? if we are meant to be together, someday... we will. i think i'm suitable to have relationships now... i think the problem has always been me... not you. i'm sorry...