old frens~

after four month, it's the 1st time i went to Time Square & Sg Wang... actually wanted to go there just to buy guitar strings... then i decided since i m there i'll go and meet up some frens...

1st, i went to find loo wei cos i park my car in Time Square. she's working in City Chain. chat with her for a while only cos she seems busy. well~ it's sunday, so more customers for her to serve... after updating some stuff with her, i went to Sg Wang to find carol. it's been a long long time ever since the last time i saw her~ she hadn't change much... we talk quite a lot~ i think i spend quite some time in her shop. then i went to shop for my guitar strings. walk around Sg Wang fo a while... today there is this event promoting a new magazine "Jasmine". loads of people was there to get free gifts. and a lot of "leng lui" for me to see oso~ :P after that i had lunch wit carol in KFC. talk to her quite a lot though... damn i miss those days we spend during tat 2 years in college... how i wish we could have a gathering again... but i think it's hard nowadays cos everyone have their own stuff to busy with... summore the time that we are free are different. sigh~

after having lunch with carol, i went back home...

long long time since i last blog :)

it's been three month since i've blog... life have been so busy. i think i've stop blogging ever since i started to work. it's been three month i've been working in the same company. well... everything is going quite ok. all the people there is nice and easy to get along with... all except one... my boss. he is considered an asshole that like to scold people with no reason. i have been planning this a long time... to quit the job and find a new job. but now is already the 3rd month here. i think i just get over with my probation, get the EPF thingy settled... then i will quit this job.

working in this company is ok.. but the pay is considered not worth the work we are handling. imagine... we will only get RM7 for allowance after 12 hours of working. we don't get any OT charge... that means if i go in work at 9am, if i work until 9pm... i only get RM7. the worst thing is... if after 9pm and i still continue working... i dun get anything other than the RM7. with this kind of pay... who would want to work so hard for this company. no people is willing to spoil their health just for the stupid RM7.

haih~ i think i've been bitching enough about the company... exam is coming soon~ my paper will be on the 9th of september... hope i can get the paper cleared and graduate this time... wish me luck~

it's been a while~

it has been more than 3 weeks since the last time i blog... dun really have the mood to blog ever since i got my result. i have failed 1 subject... this means, i couldn't join the convocation held in july... sigh~ there is nothing much i could do about it. the result is already out...

but at least something cheer me up... i've found a job as a graphic designer. it was so unexpected. this is because, eventhough i still had 1 paper not yet cleared, the boss is still willing to hire me~ i guess my luck is not totally bad at all. the job i found was in a printing company. the company is called Magicolor Sdn. Bhd. it is located in PJ... somewhere near to Ikano Power Centre. the pay is considered ok for a fresh graduate. but truly, it's not enough since i have to cover my rental, fuel and toll charges. lucky i had a full support from my parents. they said they will give me financial support if i am having trouble. my dad got me a car for me to get to work...

gonna start working 1st june... wish i won't have any trouble in the company... especially with the collegues~ wish me luck :)

Visitors~

my aunties from singapore had came to my hometown to visit~ it ws so nice of them to travel such a long journey on the bus. the journey took them about 9 hours. my mum was so worried about them... normally, it'll took about 6hours only. they didn't bring any handphone, so it's kind of difficult to contact them... well... at last they arrive safely~ they stayed for 2nights.

no news from the job i applied few days ago... i think no point in waiting already~ going back to kl next week... my bro offered to fetch me back to kl~ he found a job in kl already... he'll start working in june. he'll be going to kl to look for a place to stay. he plan to stay at my place for a few days. now, there will be only my parents staying in hometown... feel kind of sad leaving them... but, we have no choice... hope we can visit them more often when we are working...

job~

i start to look for a job now~ there is only 2 things i worry about... the 1st is, i couldn't find a job... the second is, if i found a job very far from my place, i'll have to move... but... not much choice i have~ if i were to find a job far, i'll have no choice but to move.

i've been surfing around the net for job vacancies. it seems like most job i found is near PJ and Subang.. which is the both place that i'm not familiar with...

nth much for this entry... too much thing to worry... no mood to blog~

genting trip~

fun fun fun!!! this is all i can say about the trip.

the trip started off quite unpleasent... we gather at LRT station at 8 am... but we have to wait for JL. we waited for him almost an hour. so we took the 10am bus. reach genting highland around 12pm. right after we check-in, we headed straight to the theme park. at first, everyone seems to be stick-together. but after a few games... some seems to be hungry... and some doesn't really wan to play those ride... so we ended-up splitting into 2 group of people. after playing the new roller-coaster, we had lunch at First World Plaza. after lunch, some went back to ria apartment 1st... that make the group even smaller now... now only left me, yee ping, jin loon, ting ting and kuan yik. we have quite some fun though~

then we went back to ria also. most of us are tired since we have not stop playing ever since we reach genting. some even feel a little sick. i think it's because of raining when we just reach genting... most of us sleep for a while... then after taking a nap... we went for our dinner. for dinner, we split up... it's better to go find our own food as different have different taste... after dinner, it seems to be no plan for the night... so i joined melvin's frens. we went bowling. we played 2 games... it took us almost 2 and a half hours. by the time we finish, it's almost 12 midnite already....

after the bowling game... i meet up with kuan yik they all. we went to starbucks to have a drink and sit around... we are there for almost 2 hours~ we ended up doing funny things :P after the drink, we went back to ria apartment. i was very very tired then... so i slept 1st...

happy~

my parent came to visit!!! it's been more than a 2 month i have not seen them... once a gain, i can be a baby~ hehehe. eventhough it only for a day, but the happy feeling is unmeasureable... it's been almost a year since my parents came to kl. spend whole day shopping at mid valley. we stay at the hotel right next to mid valley megamall. it's called Cititel Hotel. the hotel was still considered new. the environment there was fine.

today, after checking out fron the hotel, i brought my parents to have breakfast in setapak. the area that i stayed for almost 3 years. then broght them to carrefour for more shopping~ :) after much shopping, i bring them to have lunch. i had been to the restaurant before. so, i introduce to them. my parent likes it there~ they left me after around 3pm.

finish exam loooo!!!

finally... i've been through 2 years already... and final exam is already past... bee through 2 years of good times, and unavoidably, the bad times too. now, i can only hope that everything will go fine in this last semester. i don't think i did good on my last paper. but i've done all the best i could. hopefully the lecturer is nice enough to let us pass easily...

for these 2 years, i've found some great friends in TARC. well.... been with them 2 years, everything is kind of clear now. i finally can decide which friend is worth to have. some people doesn't really take friendship important. most people think that friends is just a mere classmate. all they do is just go to class with a mask on the face.

the genting trip is already confirmed. i m quite sad about the number of people going on this trip. i was hoping most people to go. but... sometimes, things just don't happen as plan. i seriously don't understand what everyone is thinking. it's the last trip ever that we will be going together. some people don't want to go because of some argument, misunderstand that happen previously. they just can't settle it like an adult. i felt very dissappointed on the way they think.

for me, personally... i do have people that i don't like going on the trip. but... the main objective for this trip is to have a last class gathering. we not not even get to see each other anymore.... even for the person we hate, it will be the last time to see them...

rest for a week~

hmm... exam had already started. the 1st day was bad... never expected the question will be that tough for my drawing 2 paper...we are required to make a story board... the story line was given and we have to create the story board according to the story line. to say it's hard... not really... but just out of my expectation. i was expecting something more simple like a picture for us to re-draw using hatching technique... what ever it is... it's already pass.

for the second paper, it's cultural... can't really say it's tough... but too little time to study... but at least i did all i can... i had written all that i know. all i can do now is just hope that i manage to at least pass this paper.

=.=

redang trip is confirm cancelled already... the event have been change to genting trip instead. so.... the whole plan will be 3 days 2 nights at genting... the date is 25th April 2005 cos some classmate have exam till 23rd... some plan to stay in hotels. but i find it not so good cos a room cant really fit so many people... i was thinking, staying in an apartment would be much better... hmm... kuan yik plan to have steam boat when we are at genting. i think it's a good plan~

well... exam will start tomorrow... hope i can manage everything well~ i wish good luck to all my classmates!!! Gambatae~

exam coming...

finally, everything is finished... i've spend whole day not sleeping to draw the stupid human figure. now have to be ready for the final exam. my first paper is on the 11th april. then another paper on the 12th... my last paper will be on the 18th... after that... FREEDOM!!!!

the redang trip will most probaly be cancelled... actually, i quite upset with most of my classmates... they are not very steady in decision making. they just like to drag everything until it's the last minute... for me, it's not about the beaches and the girls. i just hope that for the last time, at least, the whole class(maybe not everyone~) can go out together for one last time...

a li'l relief~

at last, i can breathe a little bit easier... the final exhibition is finally over. 2 days ago, i hardly had enough sleep. i went through the most hectic days of this semester. we have to stayback in college until it's almost midnight to do our preparation for the exhibition. i was in a very very bad mood.... i think it's because of being so tired... when i reach home, atill have to do another assignment due the next day. i hardly sleept enough....

that's not the end of the story... the next day, we have to be in the college again for the preparation. we have to be in college around 6am =.= the event starts at 9am... thank god everything is running smooth... i a the camera man on the day. it's the first time i do this... it's quite fun but my hand almost cramp... it's so tiring to hold up the camera for so long... overall, everything is ok... even the the head of school is complimenting us for our effort on the exhibition and our assignment. so happy to hear tat!!!

now there is still assignments on hand... one is due tomolo... another one is due this wednesday... for tomorrow, i still can manage to finish on time i think... but for the wednesday one.... i dun think anyone will be able to finish everything.... imagine we have to draw 120 pages of figure sketching!!! each page at least 2 figure from head to toe... i think the tutor pruposely wanted to torture us... I HATE NG!!!! I HATE TAN POO HUAT!!!!

got to start my work now~

=.=''

haihz... more than a week didnt update my blog already... i was very busy for the pass week. 1st is the group assignment... we have to pass up the proposal... and i only have a day to do~ then the drawing 2 class and work... and now, we have to prepare for the final project for commercial design. it's an exhibition which will be on the 2nd of april... it's only a few days away... so many things to prepare. haihzzz.... after this week.... have to hand-in more than 100 of human figure sketching. i really don't know how to finish up all of it...

my classmates is plannig a trip to pulau redang right after the exam... it's kind of a last gathering for the class as this will be our final semester. after this semester, we really which path we are going. some will come out to work. some will still continue their advance diploma. and some will maybe go to other college to pursue their study. well.... for myself, i'll stop studying after this semester and go out to find a job. but af course, before working.... i'll take a rest for about a month.... to relax myself a little bit.... hmm... gotta stop here now.... still got many things to do~

free at last~

i've been busy for the past week. load of assignments due befor the weekends. sigh~ i had gone through the hardest part of this semester already. for the whole week, i've been doing assignments non-stop. seriously, i felt that i couldn't breathe. it's like i dun have much time to complete the assignments. whenever there is a break time, i have to attend drawing 2 class... but after today, i think i will more time to do work already... friday class won't be as busy. wondering what happen to NG... suddenly so nice... now, the asshole is TAN!!!

well, watever it is.... i only have to tolerate for 3 more weeks.... after that... i dun have to see his sickening face anymore...

supposedly today i have presentation... but it ended up cancelled. this is becouse the tutor can't take it anymore... my presentation was suppose to start at 3.30pm. the tutor have to handle other class as early as 9.00am... poor miss muharni... flirted wit her a while today~ hahaha~ now is time to rest... even only one day... it's better than nothing~

i've improve

hmm... as far as i can remember, yesterday was the first time MR NG says my drawing skills has improved. that is the first time he praise my work. yesterday was a very tired day... as usual, my thursday class is until 9pm. as i said in the previous post, this semester is so busy. but now is already the 3rd week, and i guess i m starting to get used to the time.

by next week, most of my assignment need to be submitted. i'll be having a very busy weekend...

it's been a while since piggy find me... i guess she is busy with leo lor~ i also haven't receive much SMS from stella nowadays...

rest day~

there is no class today!!! yay~ i had enough sleep already... but i dun think it will last for long though~

me and my classmates played FUTSAL in the afternoon. the weather is quite hot. i was like lack of oxygen in the field. i felt like i'm going to faint.... it was scary. but after a little bit of rest and drink enoh of water, i'm ok already. today's FUTSAL was quite fun... everyone is enjoying themself. it's quite different from other time. cos everyone was like playing not in a very serious manner...

i have to finish up my drawing later.... the exercise is to draw eggs using hatching technique. o dun think it will take me long time to finish the drawing :) after that, if i'm not tired, i'll be doing commercial design's work...

tired....

1st day of the week... but it's like i can't take the pressure anymore. too many things to do. sigh... having early classes in the morning is not quite a problem to me nowadays. but i can't bear the tiredness after the class. it's not just because of spending most of the time in college make me tired, it's the time after the class and have to do so many assignments that is killing me...

today's class was quite ok. class finishes about an hour earlier than i expected. after that, my classmates and i went to Dasein Academy of Art... wow~ the works done by the students there were awesome!!! i was like so.... amazed looking at their work. comparing to what i've seen in my own TARC, our work is just like shit! i was wondering, how can i compete with the students from other colleges for job after i graduate.... i m not the best, but yet i m not the worst of all... i consider myself as the one in the middle...

when we done looking at the works of the students.... i m starting to have interest to further my studies. i found it not quite enough to hold a diploma in mass communication if i want to work in at least the advertising world. but, if i wanted to further my studies, it'll take me at least 2 more years. i dun think i want to spend that much time in a college anymore. i've spend 5 years studying. it's time for me to come out to the real world and stop spending my parents money. so... i ask the counsellor at Dasein if they offer any night classes or part time courses for people like me and come to my surprise, they just started offering short courses. i was planning now.. after graduating from TARC, i will try to get a job. then i might be taking short courses to gain more knowledge on adobe photoshop, adobe illustrator, and i wanted to learn qurak express. i find most companies require their stff to know quark express... i know it's a famous software in the designing world. but too bad i couldn't learn that in TARC. i m not complaining TARC is bad, cos i know from the very beginning TARC offer Grahic Design as part of Mass Communication. i know i will get a Diploma in Mass Communication eventhough it was suppose to be a course in art.

hmm... now is not the time to think so much... i better concentrate on my studies as this is my last semester. the only thing i hope now is to graduate on time and start earning and spending muy own money. i don't really want to burden my parents anymore. i have already spend more than what i should have. i was suppose to graduate 3 years ago. i kind of feel guilty of what i did the last time. i had dissappointed my parents once. now i promise myself i won't let that happen again. it's a promise i made to myself and also my parents.

3years ago, i made one mistake. that is taking things for granted. but my parents was never mad at me. that make me feels more guilty. the better they treat me, the more guilty i will feel. my new aim when i change to graphic design is that, if everybody else can pass or do anything, so can i. i won't complain it's the lecturer's fault anymore if i fail. i will blame myself for not working hard on it.

...

another tiring day.... =.='' i had class since 10am till 9pm. 11 hours in college with only 2hours break in the middle.... what kind of stupid time table is that!!! wednesday even worst. 10am till 4pm non-stop!!! arghhhh!!! the college think we are what???? we don't have to eat??? man of steel???

sigh~~ i've talk to ms dearna about it already... she say she'll look into the matter. hope that she will be ale to do something about the stupid time table... because of the stupid tight timetable, i've been sleeping around 5am and wake up at 9am for the pass few days... so many assignments. arghhh!!!!!

hmm.... i had make stella upset... she thinks i ignoring her calls... but i m not~ if stella really wants to think it that way... i got nothing much more to say...

it's been a while~

hmm.... it already almost been a whole week since my last blog. it's really been a busy week for me. the classes was all so pack together. maybe it's because of the extra repeat subject that i took. this semester is a very short semester. so... everything was so packed up.

my result was released on the 26th Feb. before that, i was so worry about it. my result was so unexpected. i passed all subjects last semester. i was expecting to have at least 2 subject failed. but... it's kind of a good news for me~on this very same day also is stella's b-day... did nothing much about that...

today... we celebrate JL and Vicky's b-day in KFC. though we didnt do anything special, but most of us had fun being together after the class... kind of think back, it's already been almost two years we are in the same class. time passes by so fast. after celebrating their b-day, melvin, me, kailee, bb and ping went back to college. we were palying basketball. it's quite hot today. but we still played for about an hour... then we go home to rest because we already planned to play FUTSAL at 4pm.

quite a tiring day... after the FUTSAL, we went to have dinner together. then i went home to take a nap... piggy was not quite happy today... something had happened in her relationship. hope she can go through the rough time..

i think nothing much happened for almost a week. my life was just... going to class, go home rest a while, eat and sleep... and a little bit of gaming...

coll started already~

it's been the 3rd day college re-opened... the 1st day, there is not much people going for class. my classmates and i go for a drink after the class. it's kind of like getting together thing after semester break for 3 weeks. we ended up at TBR having lunch...

my hp was barred yesterday... sigh~ for one whole day cannot message piggy... actually i cant message anybody at all. no class yesterday.... spend whole afternoon at ben's house. see him play his PS2 whole afternoon. he's playing Devil May Cry 3. wow~ it's a very nice game... the graphic was great!!!

today is my 2nd day going to class because there is no class on tuesday. my class starts at 10am. the first class is lecture for my repeat subject. the lecture was handle by mr PH Tan. hmm... it's kind of expected. he's a man without much expression... hes like a piece of log. then.... the tutorial was handled by NG. he's the asshole that failed me and make me repeat for this subject. he is a JERK!!! when i see his face... feels like wan to punch him straight in his fucking face!!!

hmm... gone through a very tough day~ take a nap when i got home... woke up around 8pm...

took a bath... then unexpectedly my hp is un-barred already. then i got a SMS from piggy~ :) so happy~ she ask me to go online with her~ and now.. here i m in the cyber cafe with her... hmm.. looking at her chatting with her bf... sigh... oni if... that is me....

woke up around 1pm just now.... went to have lunch with kelvin. after that... i went back home spend the afternoon... the weather was so hot today. sigh.... spend my whole afternoon lying on the bed. can't fall to sleep. sigh... was suppose to go watch movie with willy... but stupid willy woke up around 5pm... but here i'm waiting for the show... hehehehe. willy and i went to midvalley around 6.30pm. we went to buy movie tickets first. then went to kim gray restaurant. hmm... the food there is quite nice. most of the food they offer is special. i mean... can't really find in other places. now i m in e-zone cyber cafe. the movie is at 10pm. so i've to spend 1 and a half hours here...

back in kl~

i m back in kl already~ took 11am bus... reach kl house around 4.30pm. the journey was so long.... the bus stop three times before reach kl. the 1st thing i do when i reah home is, unpack my stuff n clean my room... my room was so messy. cos i just moved in before going back to hometown... a lot of stuff need to be unpacked.

after unpack everything, went to have dinner with willy. then went back home to take a bath... quite boring the whole nite... after cleaning my room, went out again to play snooker with willy... then we went to cyber cafe to online for while.. feel quite tired and sleepy now.

i don't know what i'm doing

for me... valentine's day is a lonely day. but something special happened on the very day... i'm almost with stella again... but now... deep down in my heart, im thinking if i had made the right decision. i was thinking... was my decision made because i'm lonely and needed someone to spend my valentine's day... i had the guilty feeling for interrupting the relationship that is between stella and james.

i think i need some time to think over the steps i'm taking now. i'm not really prepared to be commited for the time being. i'm quite satisfied as single. i don't have to think so much when i'm doing anything. maybe i should tell stella how i really feel...

stella: if you are reading this... i just want u to know this... i think we should start off as friend now... let the time to decide whether we should be together or not, ok? if we are meant to be together, someday... we will. i think i'm suitable to have relationships now... i think the problem has always been me... not you. i'm sorry...

boredom fills my day....

it's sunday.... and yet i've nothing better to do. i've been home whole day doing nothing. but then... i've try to modify my blog page. dun get much done, though.... hmm... still have one more week in my hometown.

sigh~~

i still dunno how to spend my week here... maybe i'll just go spend my days near the beach... :P or maybe i'll just stay home figuring how to write the java script to design my blog page~ hmm... kelvin is back in kl oredi.... willy plan to go back on the 17th or 18th... ben will go back on the 20th. well... for me, most probaly will be 18th~ sigh.... guess i m gonna stop blogging here~

got a SMS from hui li around 7pm... she watch movie with leo~ i asked her if they are officially couple already... but she said no... wondering what's happening between them... hope everything is fine. tomolo will be my saddest day of the year... was suppose to be very sweet with stella, but then... sigh~ stella got a new bf oredi. i m glad to hear this~ at least she can get over with me~

This is for stella: Wish you a Happy Valentine's day~ if he ever bully you, let me know~;) @}--

This is for hui li (piggy): @}-- Happy Valentine's Day~ hope u will be happy with leo~ if he break your heart, i'll break him :P @}--

To all people who is reading this blog: Happy Valentine's Day!!! @}--

this picture was taken 2 days ago with my parents :) everyone is happy~  

hmm.... i've been at home whole night. doing nothing. fell asleep around 10pm just now... can said... i just woke up not long ago... my mum suddenly burst into my room looking for me... hmm... just got a misscalled from hui li... she doesn't sound so happy today. don't really what problem she have... i guess got something to do with her relationship. well... i cant call her anymore... my hp is going to be barred soon. now... i can just SMS her... don't know how long will this last...

feel like going to sleep soon... nothing much for me to do here anyway...

boring day~

going out today for a few hours... doing nothing most of the time though~ hmm... finally got a miss call from hui li~ didnt get to talk to her, but she SMS me telling me she had a fight with her brother... she is alone at home and haven't had her dinner... i'm a li'l bit :( well hope she'll find something to eat...

hmm... woke up around 12pm just now... have quite a fun night yesterday. came home around 3am this morning :P nothing much is planned for the day~ hopefully today will be as much fun as yesterday... kinda miss hui li... wondering what is she doing now~

my 1st blog~

well, here i m for the 1st time... today is Chinese New Year~ i've been going out since 1pm... go to few of my fren's house. get 'ang pau' on this very 1st day of Chinese New Year. came home about 6pm for dinner.... going a while later... eheheh~ time to get more 'ang pau'~